His anger has torn me and hunted me down,
He has gnashed at me with His teeth;
My enemy glares at me.
They have gaped at me with their mouths,
They have slapped me on the cheek with contempt;
They have massed themselves against me.
God hands me over to criminals,
And tosses me into the hands of the wicked.
I was at ease, but He shattered me,
And He has grasped me by my neck and shaken me to pieces;
He has also set me up as His target. (vv. 9-12)
Many years ago, I met this person, and we became friends. She was a Christian, and we often talked about God whenever we met. To my surprise, she shared that she had never complained to God and had loved Him since her youth. She expressed that her love for God had never wavered. When I heard this, I felt a sense of guilt because I had often complained to God, asking why He had allowed me to suffer. There were many things in my life that I simply couldn’t comprehend. As I observed her life, I noticed that she came from a wealthy and healthy family. She had a respected career and was praised by her church friends. She was always kind, helpful, and had a contagious smile. It was always a pleasure to be around her. She married a man who respected and loved her deeply, and they now have a child who brings them immense joy. In my opinion, she is an ideal person. We lost contact as we were busy with our lives. One of the reasons was because I became unwell with cancer. Interestingly, people around me stopped contacting me when they heard I was sick. I became socially secluded. I could have contacted her for a chat. But I did not want to. I did not think she could understand what I was going through. I believe my cancer is God’s message to churches who forsook the cross of Christ. She is a Roman Catholic and had a firm belief in the church when I saw her last time. She was happy with her life. If God wills it, I may get a chance to talk to her about the truth. Until then, I won’t contact her because I know that my words will only offend her. Why would anyone listen to someone under the curse of God?
Similarly, why would anyone listen to Christ who received curse from God and died? He must have sinned against God to deserve such horrific punishment. This is what His enemies said.
At that time two rebels were being crucified with Him, one on the right and one on the left. And those passing by were speaking abusively to Him, shaking their heads, and saying, “You who are going todestroy the temple and rebuild it in three days, save Yourself! If You are the Son of God, come down from the cross.” In the same way the chief priests also, along with the scribes and elders, were mocking Himand saying, “He saved others; He cannot save Himself! He is the King of Israel; let Him now come down from the cross, and we will believe in Him. He has trusted in God; let God rescue Him now, if He takes pleasure in Him; for He said, ‘I am the Son of God.’” And the rebels who had been crucified with Him were also insulting Him in the same way. (Matthew 27:38-44)
He was despised and abandoned by men, A man of great pain and familiar with sickness; And like one from whom people hide their faces, He was despised, and we had no regard for Him. (Isaiah 53:3)
Some believe that we can know God without going through much suffering. But I believe we hate ourselves only through suffering. We love ourselves more than others. Suffering makes us humble and seek Jesus Christ. Unbelievers seek after wealth and health. Some of them choose to believe in God on the condition that He would give them wealth and health. Let’s remember that the church means called out ones. We are called out to wilderness to listen to God’s words. Anyone who is happy with their lives would not go to the wilderness.
So then, let us go out to Him outside the camp, bearing His reproach. (Hebrews 13:13)